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Katya Rivas: I Am So Hurt by Indifference

The Medallion of the Apostolate of the New Evangelization

The Door to Heaven - Extracts

A teaching for Man,
about his weaknesses,
limits and reach.

Cochabamba — Bolivia
Spanish Editions: 1996 and 1998
English Edition 1.1 - July 1999

The Door to Heaven – Extract No. 28

I Am So Hurt by the Indifference of the World
The Lord

Beloved daughter, peace be with you... The responsibilities are enormous and if all of My sons and daughters knew, they would tremble with fear.

I need to charge you with a special mission. I want you to awaken the sense of responsibility in My children. How long will I have to wait for you to really begin to work? I give thanks, but I take them away from those who do not know how to receive them.

I know that everyone has responsibilities, some more than others. But no one is so busy that they cannot find a few hours to talk to others about My Love and My Mercy towards mankind. When you allow more time to go by, more souls are lost.

I beg you, I command you; but you pray, you ask for forgiveness and then fall into the same temptation again, you let time go by and then you forget My words... There are many, many millions of people who would like to receive something of what you have had. Among them, there are hundreds of virtuous, generous souls, with a true sense of their missionary obligations.

I am not going to complain any more, because I hope that you can be sufficiently honest to say: Truly, I have received grace, but I cannot, I do not have the will to do more than I am doing... Such sincerity will have the strength to soften My pain, My disappointment... You cannot imagine how many gifts you are losing through your blindness, through the hardness of your hearts, through your inability to be sensitive in face of generosity.

My Messages (do not say that they are inspirations) are love; whoever receives them does so with love. But I am talking about receiving them and living by them, not of receiving them without accepting them as a commitment in the heart and in the soul. Each one of you should accept them into your own particular lives, but everyone is obliged to love Me and to make others love Me. How much love do I need to compensate for the loss of so many souls?

My Children, humbly but firmly, I say to you that if you are not willing to drink from the Chalice, leave it so that other souls who are thirstier than you are may drink therefrom and enjoy it.

You complain of the coldness of your families. Those who wish for the true conversion of their families, do not talk about it; evangelize in silence by their own conversion.

Oh, My daughter, I am so tired, so hurt by the indifference of the world. Love Me; make amends; I need your comfort; do not make any plans for the day... I want to rest in your desire for souls...

(I was thinking of my future work with a very difficult person!)

Treat others with mercy, as I do you... Everyone should be treated with mercy... Help, collaborate, but I have My own plans for you.



EDITOR’S NOTE: Through the rest of 2002, Scoop will be publishing a series of daily reflections on spiritual matters from Bolivian author Katya Rivas. Rivas, has received an official imprimatur from the Catholic Church for several books she says she was instructed to write by Jesus Christ, Mary and various Angels. Scoop’s extract, above, comes from Rivas’s book “The Door to Heaven”. In 1999 Katya Rivas was the subject of a top-rating documentary show hosted by Mike Willessee (see Scoop TV review - Jesus Christ Tells FOXNews He Wants To Hug World and Scoop Images ). More recently Rivas says she was instructed by Jesus to have her books translated and published on the internet with the intention of having the books distributed to as wide an audience as possible. Several of the books can now be read online at, and more are coming soon.

COPYRIGHT NOTICE: “Copyright© 2000 by The Great Crusade of Love and Mercy. All rights reserved. This book is published in coordination with The Apostolate of the New Evangelization. Permission is granted to reproduce this book as a whole in its entirety with no changes or additions and as long as the reproduction and distribution is done solely on a non-profit basis. This document is available at no cost online and can be downloaded and printed from the following Web Sites: in English at: and Spanish at: http://www.grancruzada.orgPlease copy and distribute this book”.

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